Monday, April 13, 2009

Curve Ball...thanks Life

Woot for my first post. Isn't this exciting...

Life is throwing quite the curve ball right now. I am trying to figure out how to deal. Old friends are reviving their friendships with me, exboyfriend is talking to me (wierd...), school is skinning my hide (quite painful), work is good, C4C is awesome (those are about the only two things). My family is still trying to sell the house (yeah right, no one wants to live the the middle of effing nowhere) and no luck there. Its been for sale for quite some time now.
Right now i am strongly disliking our armed forces. Just seeing what it has done to families around me and my family also is very disheartening. I dream to see the day when my whole family can live under the same roof again, for more than a few months. We have been apart now for going on 7 years on and off. Its horrible. But, then again it shows what wonderful people my parents are and how they have really relied on God to get us through these trying times. But, i am still more negative than positive on this subject. It is probably one of the main stresses in my life, and i am sick of it.

My mood now is nostalgic. Just in case you wanted to know. I am missing my life and friends in GC. I was definitely way closer to them than any of the people here in Manhappenin. No offense to those at KSU. But, thats just the way it is. Although the friends at GC3 were worse influences on me, they were still awesome friends and I felt completely and utterly accepted. I didn't have to prove myself or anything. Nobody cared about your background, as long as you could hang out, have fun, and be there for each other.

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